Marriage is like this huge lump of problem that has been sitting in the back of my brain. Since I am not yet married (and has never been in a relationship before), I've been telling myself that its not a priority in my life. I am happy the way I am right now. I am free.
However, deep down, I am always worried. What if I don't ever get married? Like never, for the rest of my life. I have to accept that this might be one of the roads that I would take in life. I can't always just sit here and wait for prince charming to come. I mean, what if he never comes?
I want to accept this as God's plan for me. But, the fact that having nobody to love and love you back, is sad. I'd be lonely for the rest of my life.
With nobody to love and love me back as much.
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