................Of course its not on the ground!!!!!! I'm pissed. Whats wrong with watching Japanese/Korean shows all day if thats the only that makes me happy??!!!!
Seriously..I'm not happy these days. I'm humiliated with myself.. The me now is not what I want me to be. I never in my life wanted to enter UITM..and I hate architecture. But theres no where left to go or to do. :'(
I'm working..althou I'm not doing what I like to do. So what if I come back home and go online everynight..if thats the only thing thats keeping me sane??!!!
So..my sister can do that cause she got herself a scholarship..and my brother can watch movies every night cause he'a a genius. And I can't cause...? I'm useless. :( I know.
To be honest I'm scared too. I'm 24..and all do every night is flail. I don't watch the tv anymore. Honestly, without the internet..I don't know what else to do around the house.
Should I stop my fandom activity for a while? I don't want toooo.. T_____T But I guess I should tone it down a bit. What should I do? All I know is I'll end up bored and sleep as early as 10pm.
reminder to self: do not talk about anything related to arashi/suju/yesung to my parents again.
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