Funny.

I was just talking to my mom today about relationships. We went out for lunch at some mall here, and stumbled on this fortune teller or some kind of mind reader shop. Basicly it this person would eiter tell you your future or your personality. I was told by someome who seems to have the ability to 'read people' that I'm lucky coz my future husband is handsome and is a really great man. And I've been told by someone who 'thinks he knows how to read people by finger prints' the same thing. And today, the fortune teller says that I'm a lucky person when it comes to relationship and that I'll find someone great in the future.

I can't imagine that happening at all. Truthfully speaking, I'm not even interested in having any realtionships right now at all. I see my friends glued to their handphones 24/7 everyday and sms ringtones heard hundreds of times a day. Asking questions like 'Makan ape hari ni?, 'Kat mane tu?', 'Dengan sape?' etc. Going to studios togather every day, breakfast, lunch and dinner togather. Your 'other half' helps you with assigments. You cry when your 'soul mate' ignores you or when they're mad at you. You fight ocassionally. Is this what people call relationships? If it is so, seriusly, I'm not even jealous. I think its kinda pathethic. When everyday you life just revolves around the same person.

But then again....maybe its just me. because I've witness the worse example of relationship. But out of all my friends, I haven't seen one with a relationship than I can feel jealous of. That I can envy them for being such a great team togather. None.

I've had a few crush before. The most recent one was about 3 years ago. But I snapped out of it soon to realise is that what I really want. I;m happy with the way I am right now. Single. and I'm not seeking for any kinds of relationships. Actually I would rather avoid it. To me, having boyfriends/girlfriends is really troublesome. They tend to get in the way.

I know. I'm narrow minded. But theres just so many thing I want to do, so many things I want to achieve. and having a realtionship right now, could just distroy all of the dreams. And you know what, theres just so many people out there and I'm still so young. Why would I want to rush things to search for the one.

Believe it or not, I think my brother seems to think the same too. Thats why he suddenly broke off with his ex girlfriend. and this month alone, 2 of my x classmates are getting married. I actually feel sad for them. 'Why so young dh nak kahwin??!!?!?'


this entry may be a response to Gta's entry ( I was writing this in your comment box tapi delete balik because it's too long). ^ ^;; But in a way, its just an entry about how I feel about having a relationship and about guys.


..................Change of topic!

I've just finish watching Love Shuffle. and let me warn you, theres gonna be some massive picspam and a Love Shuffle pimp post 2 morrow.....or sometime soon. hehe Coz the drama is made of so much WIN!!! It might be one of the best drama I ever watch. hoh! Exagerating. ^_~ But its definately one of my favourites! I watched it in just one day. ...yea, coz I'm crazy obsess like that. :ppppppp So, yeahh, pimp post and some pics. coming up later. =)