huge sigh

My work load is giving me headaches. I can't even sleep just thinking about it. I wake up 3-4 times every night. My work even haunts me in my dream! I wake up early in the morning because I'm feeling anxious.

When I'm at work, there's too many distractions (phone calls, replying mails, discussions, etc) that actually slows down my work. It's like I go to the office to run all the errands related to the work. When I'm home, only then I can do my actual work (time to focus on the drawings). My working cycle is a huge mess!

I keep on saying to myself  'I enjoy my work'. I really do. Really. I love my work. I just think the load that is given to me right now is a bit too much. More than I can handle. 

But then again I think to myself, "This is what you wanted right?"