I realized something today. I depend on people too much.
Today I went out with a studio-mate to run some errands. Just the two of us. I'm not that close to her, but we're not that awkward. We're just friends. It felt normal at first, but as the minute goes by, I just can't sit still. Its like theres a wall between us.
I know I'm anti-social. I just don't realize that I am so anti-social that I couldn't even hang around people anymore. I depend too much on my best friend. I’m always with by best friend and when we're with other friends, she's the only who always does the all talking and mingling. As for me, I just tag behind her and go 'Yes', 'Okay', 'Mmmmm' at interval times.
So when she's not around, I just don't know how to talk to people. I don't know what to say. Even if I somehow manage to live up the atmosphere, theres is this weird aura around us (me and other friends).
Is it possible that I don't know how to even be friends with people?
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