from A to B

You know how some people..sometimes they say things and a few days later they take it back or they act like they forgot what they said.
Like now its A..and a few days days/weeks later its 'Noooo..don't put the blame on me. I didn't say A. Even if I said it, you shouldn't feel effected by it.

I hate people like that.

For months my mom has been telling me I'm too obsess with Japan. You see, I've been trying to lend myself a scolarship to study in Japan. And I've been emailing and making phone calls all around..a few months ago. My mom wasn't really supportive of the idea back then. She didn't give a crap who I called or where the scholarship is from.
Now that I think she can fianlly except my 'obsession' (since she's the one suggesting me to take a preU Japanese programme)..she was all 'Why don't you look for scholarships in the net?'And I went like 'Mom, I already did that remember? Besides, most of the scholarships has expired already.
Mom: What? You know they are expired and you didn't try appying?

Urgh. Okay, so the reseaon why I went all out asking about it and didn't apply to any in the end was because of my parents. They didn't seem to be very supportive of the idea and its unlikely that they'll help me with all the documents. And back then I was still waiting for MARA scholarships for UK. My parents went all out for that. They even asked around for scholarships from firms and companies. Because you see, my mom has this dream about UK which I'm not going to elaborate.
Anw, now shes like 'Uhh..don't put the blame on me now that it has expired. You shouldn't have cared what I said back then. If you really want it why not try. Don't blame me.

Yes. People like that. I hate.

I'm not mad or sad about the scholarships. Its just that, her words..makes me feel like kicking someone hard. GERAMMMMMMM


Anw..my plan.
April 2010 starts preU programme > March 2011 apply for Monbusho scholar > get result by Dicember 2011 > January 2012 finish preU programme > April 2012 fly to Japan
Thats it. 18 months for preU programme is quiet long don't you think?

But theres this ASJA scholarship I've been trying to apply a few weeks ago. Its really awesome compared to Manbusho and much faster too. Coz I'll recieve the results for the scholar by Dicember this year and I'll be send to a Language Institue in Tokyo to learn Japanese for a year and then I'll start my Master programme in 2011. I've complited all the documents required for the application except for a summery of the research I intend to do. I got stuck with that. And the date line was yesterday. T__________T

I'll try and call up the Japanese aducation caunselor this Tuesday and JAGAM to ask about it. JAGAM said they'd still except late application when I asked them a few weeks ago. lets just hope they'd stick to their words.

Long and ranty post huh. I just got my internet connection yesterday and I'm+writing these stuff.Urgh. I'll write a happy post later and updates!! I promise.Ohh..and I'll get back to your comments and emails today. =D