Thursday, May 14, 2009

why?



'Why do people still pray..
When we know sometimes God don't even listen to our prayers.'

I should believe in HIM. Maybe its all for the best. But..I'm starting to doubt..and I know its bad.
I hope.......I don't know what to hope for anymore. ;________; I don't even know the meaning of dream.

I should have known things would turn out this way..but I still pray that it woudn't. For what? I don't even know why. I SHOULD have know. Things never come my way.

and I....don't know what to do now. Except cry in the corner.
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because even in a new future sadness will overflow a
nd blur your heart, anyone would stop and lose sight of it

in the midst of the revolving seasons what color tomorrow will you paint?
if we strongly, strongly believed in each other, what color future is waiting for us?

because even the most precious memory will fade someday
we turned our eyes away from reality and escaped with the word called 'dreams'
even if the scarred, broken past was a mistake
your hands are untouched so you should start over from the beginning again and again

I can't stop myself from repeating this song (Ashita no Kioku). Its stuck in my head...and its so sad. :(

3 spoke!:

Himawari said...

hani... why?? is it regarding ur mara loan application or what?

.nasyer. said...

i know this comment is not really related to your post m(-_-)m but can u give me the link for ashita no kioku's song? i've tried searching it everywhere, but failed (yeah, i fail at everything. *cough*justlikesho*cough*)

btw, what happened, dear? anything u feel like sharing? (they don't call me a stalker for nothing y'know XD)

FCA said...

owh dear???why???is there anything u would like to share?sorry its been ages since i last spoke to u...huhu~do update me plz!