spinning head.

minna~

i have a serius future concerning problems.
a few days ago i found out i recieve an offer to further my degree in architecture at uitm.
almost all of my friends that went to the interview got a spot.
don't get me wrong..i'm really thrilled..
but confuse at the same time.

i don't know if i shud accept the offer.
i've also recieve an offer letter from deakin's uni in aust.
i shud be busy with mara loans right now.
but i still have tow ait for the official rtanscript to be out.

what to do?
shud i accept uitm's offer letter?
if i accept..i have pay yuran sebanyak rm600!
oh..plus i have to find a place to stay cos i don't get to stay in the hostel.
serius money is needed!
it would be a waste of money i later i decided to quit when i found out i got the mara loan.
yeahh..i'm seriusly hoping for the loan right now.

fadz will go to kl this weekend and try to ask for me n gra's transcript.
when its out..we'll go to kl and pick them up and send out mara form togather.

i plan to reject the uitm offer and just wait for the loan.
demo ne..if i fail to get the loan..i just wasted my chance to study in uitm.
but if i enter uitm and later on found out that i got the loan..
its just a waste of money to pay forthe uitm bills.!

what shud i do?
i'm seriusly confuse right now!
dakara..ryo-chan resuce me!
onegaii!