childish me.

just wondering..~

is it too childish of me too like/idolised japanese artist?
sometimes when i think of it...i think i'm pretty imature.

i looe at my friends..a lot of them have boyfriends..
and those who are left without one...are the one who idolised artist!
demo..there are also some of my friends that are like me.
but..idolising a japanese artist is considered more childish than idolising the west side artist?
wel...anw..its way better than liking malay artist :p

my mom kept asking me why i don't have a boyfriend..
come to think of it..maybe my xspectations are too high.
i've been flipping through photos of japanese guys..
so maybe...that's why my taste in guys are more towards chinese/japanese looks.
hmm.

i've been thinking..can i actually meet someone like ryo-chan?
answer : no!
impossible.
demo..a girl can drool/dream.
huhu.